THE WORLD NEAR ME
today I have revolutionized my routine. if I'm here it means I'm four out of four. I think that from today I begin to recount the days. so today is my fourth day. what was before was. the blockchain holds everything. forever.
today I'm writing from here. this is what you see from the bench I'm sitting on.
as i said i changed. I divided the training into two parts. the first part is a mini course on the usual training ground.
the second part to discover ISEO, the city from which the lake you will see in the photos takes its name.
in the heat of hell. I regret not having brought the costume. the desire to jump into the water is really great. maybe tomorrow.
when you find yourself in front of a marvel that nature created, you find yourself coming to terms with yourself. it's not everyone's thing. but it is something that must be done sooner or later.
water, water and lots of water surrounded by mountains to explore. I'm lucky. yet when you have it at hand, you get used to it.
someone will say: do not joke Gidien comie you can get used to the sight of such a thing? I will tell you something that will upset you.
you are partly right. a wonder and always a wonder. but this is not the lake I love. the lake I love is linked to a story. but I will tell you about it in the future. and the shocking thing you had to say?
in Italy we have pizza. something that I think is loved all over the world. I err? in short, one summer I worked in a pizzeria on the lake. how nice I thought, I will eat pizza until I die. after a week I couldn't even look at it anymore.
I think it's a great thing to wish for. when you can have everything you want right away, effortlessly, you stop appreciating the value of things.
that's why they say that money does not bring happiness. probably not even not having them. but I prefer to live forever the imperfect emotion of the first time than a habit that is not remembered.
a distant bell rings. if I write I'm fine. I remember the first time of everything I have experienced and seen. everything else is vague in thoughts.
if you come here I would take you to the lake but I would envy your eyes looking at it for the first time.
as I have already said everything has been taken away from me. irony of fate has it that precisely this which may seem like a misfortune, in reality, has given me back my life. made to rediscover the ability to perceive the world and not just look at it.
and a skill that I have always had and that creates problems with people. I tried to repress it but I couldn't. for this I spend a lot of time alone. out of curiosity I look inside people and they look inside me as a reflection.
in these pistes you are not in danger. for you I exist but I don't exist. don't be in danger until you look me in the eye. I am a mirror that reflects exactly what is in front of it. not everyone loves the truth. most of the people run away.
I've always been a traveler. pwrennemente looking for new first vte first meetings, first glances. when I decided to stop I began to die slowly. this i tend when i say i return to life
I confess that I am afraid. yet I am happy because I can re-embrace my nature. wh
o knows, maybe one day we will meet and you will be able to understand these confused words of mine.
all in all this post makes no sense. I just wrote it, straight away, from inside. I'm not going to reread it. I know that I have said something inside that has relieved me.
I think that for today it can be enough. now a photo from the bench from which I wrote the post. it took me some time. don't you find?
I conclude with the gps reports of the two workouts. be patient. I have to make up for two weeks of dilence. 😀
I am really alive and I am still here